Dear person I used to love, There is a lot of hurt and negative feelings compressed deep within in me when it comes to you. Our relationship was one that I was not proud of. Yeah, it was fun and thrilling and everything the average teenage girl would want; but I’m not average. I look back on our relationship and wonder what I even saw in you in the first place. And honestly? I think I was just blinded by loneliness. But I will give you the benefit of the doubt that we did have good times and made many memories. Unfortunately, the cons outweighed the pros in the end and led me to breaking your heart and a piece of my own as well. It was not easy letting you go, but it is what needed to be done. I feel often that I outgrew you. The guilty feelings you left me with on a daily basis drove me to do things that I will never do again. Ever. Why I even laid down my dignity to you is beyond me. You very much took it for granted and that’s what broke me in the end. But you know what really got me? Was the moment you told me to stop acting. Who did you think you were to tell me to give up my dreams for you? Obviously no one worth my time. I think the reason I’m so bitter about you is the fact that you harassed me months after our relationship ended. You know, I get that you were hurting and what not, but you needed to stop. And you didn’t. The misery you felt was your own fault and you needed to stop blaming me. All the crap you put me through when we weren’t even together anymore really screwed over all the positive memories I had of you. If you had just left it alone and let go of me when i let go of you, I might be able to say a positive thing or two about you. But that has become highly dificult for me to do. And even though you put me through hell, I still have a small bit of care for you. So, take care. I do wish you the best in your life. Sincerely, Berlynn.
Dear person I like, There is a slight possibility that I may not just like you, but love you. You’ve kind of been my boyfriend for six months and those six months have been some of the best, worst, happiest, saddest, funniest, and angering times of my life. But you want to know a secret? Through all the crap we’ve gone through, we’ve still managed to stay happy. Together. The good has outweighed the bad by an immeasurable amount. You have strengthened me in was I never thought possible. I literally fall more in love with you daily. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to be with you. You are so handsome, so talented, so funny, so sexy, so intelligent, so caring, so gentle, so faithful, so outgoing, so compassionate, and just all together my better half. Like I’ve said before, you turned my world right side up. If there is one thing I wish to do to repay you for that, is to give you the happiness that you’ve given me tenfold. I am so blessed to have you in my life. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I mean, you came to me at a time in my life where I needed someone to get me out of a bad place. And to my pleasant surprise, you appeared. You have no idea how many nights I prayed for you before I even met you. And when I did meet you, I doubted the fact that God would be so good to me simply because I was making bad decision with the life given to me. But you were patient and waited for me. You are the only person in the history of my life to wait for me. I love you so much for that. I denied my love for you for months, but when I finally accepted it, it’s was like the world finally clicked into place. You won’t ever truly understand what you did for me then and what you continue to do for me now. I pray every night and day that we continue to be in each other’s lives and further our love and understanding of one another. You know everything about me, and I you. It has been so beautiful spending this part of my life with you. And I believe, if I’m lucky enough, we can continue to live our lives side by side for many, many years. I would really, really love to spend my life with you. Loving just you. Just know that I love you. With all of my heart, body, and soul. For forever, and for always, and onto eternity.