I am Berlynn.
And I am here.

I love my bearded man.

His arms are my home.

I carry your heart with meI carry it in my heart
I am never without itAnywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling

I fear no fateFor you are my fate,my sweetI want no worldFor beautiful you are my world,my trueAnd it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knowsHere is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hideAnd this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

I carry your heartI carry it in my heart

E.E. Cummings

My mom told me to: “Find a man who respects you like a sea captain respects the sea. A man who looks at you with awe and reverence, but knows you are a force of nature.”

I’m in love. Whoops.

How to make a man fall for you 101.

My handsome man and I back in April. We hiked up our college’s famous mountain on his 23 birthday and watched the sunset together. It’s out favorite spot to get away from the world together. It’s also the place where we watched the stars together got hours and told our deepest thoughts. He’s my escape.

I can’t wait to see this wonderful man in 8 weeks! It feels so amazing to be with someone who I feel confident and comfortable around! Never before have I been with someone who I felt I didn’t have to change for, but rather would love and adore me for all that I am and am not. Tanner does that for me in the sweetest way possible; he allows me to be myself and is right there beside me every step of the way. The respect he shows me is ridiculous. There are no pressures, expectations, or frustrations. This man is incredible and I cannot wait to see what our future holds!!!

Alllrrriiiggghhhtttt. So obviously I went on a cray cray rant today and I apologize for that. This handsome man did something that triggered a spot in my brain that’s worry-prone and I had a mini freak out. Thankfully, he is the most patient, kind, and gentle man there is out there and was willing to listen and understand what I needed and where I was coming from. Basically, he’s amazing to me and is somewhat of a super human. But all in all, he got where I was coming from and I came to understand more things about myself than I did five hours ago. I’m grateful for Tanner and all that he does for me; especially when he puts up with my pissy female side. All is well that ends well. 

Five months without this man is going to be difficult…